Today, i told you that i wish i lived in Paris.
I didn't tell you i dreamt of living with a skinny, indie boyfriend, who played the guitar and liked cooking, who would wander through the pretty parts of the city with me, taking pictures of everything beautiful and singing Regina Spektor under our breath.
You smiled and said "I wish i lived there too!"
You didn't suggest that we moved there together, or anything romantic, we just high fived.
Nothing ever seems to go like how it all pans out in my head. I never muster up enough courage to just tell you, outright, that i think we'd be so perfect together, even though you smoke, even though
Today, i told you that i wish i lived in Paris.
I didn't tell you i dreamt of living with a skinny, indie boyfriend, who played the guitar and liked cooking, who would wander through the pretty parts of the city with me, taking pictures of everything beautiful and singing Regina Spektor under our breath.
You smiled and said "I wish i lived there too!"
You didn't suggest that we moved there together, or anything romantic, we just high fived.
Nothing ever seems to go like how it all pans out in my head. I never muster up enough courage to just tell you, outright, that i think we'd be so perfect together, even though you smoke, even though
Current Residence: My ivory tower (room in the loft) deviantWEAR sizing preference: um big? Print preference: ? Favourite genre of music: neyo i just love him haha Favourite photographer: Cat obv Favourite style of art: random but cute photogrophy MP3 player of choice: ipod Shell of choice: ? Wallpaper of choice: SPARKLYYY haha Skin of choice: um skin>? Favourite cartoon character: smurfs! Personal Quote: my life is like a rubix cube!
I know how much you guys must love hearing all about my lame adorations.
i went to the library to get books for my art final piece, and ELLIOT AND BRYN TURNED UP.
and Elliot went to the library with me instead of meeting up with Toby (good sign eh) and we made a tonne of noise and found a little lost boy and some old guy was chatting to be about art and stuff, and we couldn't find any books on mermaids (boo) even when we asked a helper for help D:
but yeah, it was sweet.
and i was worrying that me and him wouldnt get on as well out of school, but he was super nice and hilarious too :D
1. tell elliot he is perfecto and lovelyjubbly
2. never tell him
3. wait untill i am better, and my hair is not lesbian
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1. consentrate on art homework
2. consentrate on photography project
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1. tell everyone i only have one chemo left, so they are prepared for short hair
2. tell everyone when i've finished treatment
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1. kiss someone nice
2. or lick a rock
3. or both
don't worry guys, the last part is from a song, my bran is full of regina spektor lyrics, i have no space for maths. (it all makes sense now!)
if the spiders find you, the spiders will eat you up lovely
because they like the taste of honey
honeyhoneyskin
if the moths find you, they'll fly right into your eyes
because they like light, and your eyes are full of splinters of the sun
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Oh the lovely-ness of cancer, making you love me
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this is a bit pretty. i might make it propper.